Where Is My Son Headed

There’s a lot going on behind the scenes.

Demons, desires, and bottomless voids are trying to be filled and conquered in ways that simply drive one further down and away from one’s innate nature, light, and goodness, driving a wedge between certain family members and friends.

His vision of the world doesn’t match or mirror yours.

His experience is wounded, filled with suffering and remorse, almost abstract in nature, as he experiences these things remotely, without care or consideration of the consequences. In many ways he feels helpless to stop them, as an overriding force takes hold and leads him astray.

No doubt, this is a painful journey for all involved.

His addictions and binges ebb and flow, come and go as a tempest storm arises out of nowhere, leaving behind stillness and ruin in its wake. He fights against this repetitive cycle until he can’t, and then he simply rides out the raging storm within.

How this will ultimately play out is not being shown. What is being shown is that everything happens for a reason. When we surrender and accept this universal truth, even and especially when the experiences are perceived to be negative in nature, we open ourselves to see a deeper perspective. We can receive and experience the divinity within, lying just below the husks of a rough and protective exterior.

With all your heart and soul, love your son regardless of the outcome, challenges, and journey. Attempt, with great gentleness, to engage him, his world, and all that he is feeling and expressing. Gain a glimpse of his soul’s journey, your role, and what he is teaching everyone through his experiences. Continue to do this all the days of your life, allowing each revelation to unfold and flower in due course and time.

By doing so, you bear witness to and penetrate the deepest levels and lessons life affords. The gifts, when we have the courage and resolve to discover them, forever rejecting reactionary acts of judgment, pain, and misunderstanding that cleaves to the surface, stopping short of complete understanding and victory.

Seek professional care and assistance for all involved via support groups, therapy, in/outpatient care, etc. With angels and the grace of God with you, may you each experience your soul’s journey with love, peace, and profound understanding.