Homeless And Alone

Having been homeless and living on the streets before, you know both the dangers and the pitfalls of ever returning. Your 90+ days of sobriety is your beacon in this “purported” realm of darkness you feel surrounds you. Purported, as all of life is temporal and ever-changing while experiences are viewed as challenges instead of opportunities.

Movement into a new era of being requires you to relinquish all attachment to matters of suffering.

To relinquish suffering, you must embrace the will of your own light within, above all else. No person, place or thing may substitute for that which you are meant to transcend alone. Caution yourself to never equate aloneness with loneliness as they are two sides of two very different coins.

You have many choices and options before you, begin by making the first one, the decision to never be homeless and alone again. Continue that courage by facing and making the next choice by asking and answering your own question: “Is This Man Right For Me?” Deep within you, already know the answer to this question, and freeing yourself to do what is right for YOU is all that really matters. Step by step, one successive decision and movement after the other, places you upon the path of Self-Renewal and Resurrection.

While the journey will require effort and great courage, it will also afford you great reward. Summon your inner will. Seek out assistance. Humble yourself before God. Doing so removes yourself from the gallows of suffering. Earnest people innately respond to earnest actions and intentions. Words are replaced with deeds. False motive with sincere action, change, and transcendence. Demonstrate you are not only worthy of hire, but forgiveness as well. For when you align the purity of your will, actions, and intentions, your deliverance surely follows, having become self-evident.

Change yourself from the inside, out, and watch how you take flight. And while it is painful to be kept from your children, know that your mom is doing the best to protect them and everyone involved.

Trust is earned, not an entitlement.

Begin rebuilding and earning her trust anew by rebuilding it with yourself first. Commit to your continued recovery, healing, and renewal, allowing the very best you to come forward. In time, she too will see the profound changes in you, changes only you can make.

Go forth child with the hand of God upon your back and the Wings of Angels upon your shoulders.