Has He Been Unfaithful

Unconscious is She/he who lingers amongst the vestiges of the past denying oneself and others the presence of today as the future is guaranteed to no one.

This has been one long road of conscious, unconscious decisions born out of a fierce desire to prove everyone else wrong.

You coupled at the tender age of 18 in a great attempt to escape your dreary life of existence.

Anything is and was going to be better than what you were currently experiencing, so you told yourself.

And now, almost twenty years on, you find yourself in a place of self-created contrast, contradiction, and contraction.

Contrasted by what you thought your life would prove to be and contracted by the continuous unconscious decisions you and your husband have made.

A contradiction, by any means, of the life you’d envisioned for yourself.

Your occupational accident was no accident, it was a pre-arranged wake-up call.

Your soul was aching to deliver unto you a reminder, a message, that the whole of life is precious, and you were simply letting it slip through your fingertips.

Eroding your center even further, you came to rely upon prescription medications, furthering your own suffering and state of unconsciousness and that of your families.

There are no accidents. On the contrary, on a soul level all is chosen for reasons only you and your maker are aware.

By raising your conscious awareness and opening the door within, you come to EN-LIGHT-EN yourself. A true and great homecoming of the soul.

Whether your husband has actually been unfaithful is the least of your worries as his moral choices in assisting others to do so is tantamount to having committed the act himself.

Multiple acts of lack underlie his every thought, desire, and action in this instance.

Would you or anyone believe him to be innocent, based upon his own actions even if he never actually partook of this infidelity / sin directly?

You have three amazing children who are deserving of fully present, conscious-minded, loving parents.

If not for the savior of yourselves, BE THAT for each of them.

Commit to a greater level of consciousness today so you all benefit individually and collectively in each present moment moving forward.

For it is not just your fate at stake but that of all whom “you” encounter.

Identify with your Highest Self, your Soul-Self, your Soul-Source connection from this moment onward, forever changing the course of “your” destinies.